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I really don't know why all that happened and whatever is happening or whatever is NOT happening, why is it or is it not happening. I am pretty confused and I must say I am confident enough to conclude that there is something fallaciously wrong in God's philosophies like "Whatever Happens, Happens For The Best".

I am 100% sure and enough to bet even my life on the same that whatever happened was crap and whatever is happening is not going to take any of us anywhere. I am pretty sure of that. What basically happened was to make a mockery of me and not the things are well nothing but that.

:(

Before Pulling the Trigger

A few goals I aim to accomplish before pulling the trigger:

Age 22 : Rs.5 lacs a month

Age 25 : Rs.20 lacs a month

Age 30 : MULTIMILLIONAIRE

And if things go right at the speed they are then I hope I make my dreams come true soon. This month I am already expecting a net income of Rs. 1.5-2 lacs and I really hope that I am able to make over 10-15 lacs in this financial year so it is not that bad a start at all.

In fact, this income is a huge improvement since before and I do hope that the bulk of work I am getting right now stays, so do the clients and writers. Then eventually I will start more businesses as well.

Let us hope for the best...

Obsessions VS Love

Was talking about obsessions with a friend recently, so thought should include a bit on that as well. I won't really be discussing much about love here, I guess I have done that before. I will just mention the factors which differentiates obsessions from true love.


The two characteristics of obsessions are:

It doesn't last forever. If not in this life then in the life after death, it will end sometime. The same can't be said about love.

It is selfish and with a motive which is not selfless. This is again contrary to love.

If any of the above mentioned characteristics are met then we can say that an obsession is at hand.


Also, obsessions are always with non-materialistic things and in case somebody is obsessed with a soul then that person is considering that soul to be a non-materialistic thing or a toy.

There is a degree of obsessiveness, you can be more or less obsessive, with time for instance. Love is constant, it starts from infitity and you love infinitely to infinity, it can't be measured. You can't love more or less. Obsessions are relative in that sense whereas love is absolute.

Another point to note will be that the work "Obsession" has a plural whereas Love is unchanged, ever, wherever, whoever, forever...:P

For instance, I love an imaginery angel but at one point of time was almost obsessed with my computer. So, well, obsessions needn't be only bad either.


Next post coming up soon :D

Living an Illusion...

Can you tell me what it is to discover that you are living a life of illusion? I discovered this about myself a couple of months back, December 27th 2008...

I have lived the answer and I hate it. I wish there was a solution but ALAS!!! There is nobody to support me in such a quest and there is nobody to look upto, all that is left is life without any rest...

Hoping for better readership...

Cya

Am I Wrong?

There once was a huge desert and none other than a wealthy water seller in the midst of it. He used to sell water for just Re.1 per glass but the bulk of tourists in the peak season made him lakhs annually.

One day a beggar came up to him begging for water. He was dying of thirst and had no water with him. Without water just 10 minutes of his life were left. He begged him repeatedly, asked for mercy, promised to return what he would borrow in monetary terms as soon as he got back.

But it wasn't the peak season and no friend nor foe came through. The seller was cruel and heartless and Re.1 was too much for him to spare. The beggar died :(

I blame the seller, Am I Wrong?

Regards

Aakshey

PS: A fictious story with a real cause.

How Un-Lucky can I be?

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Mystic Meg's Prediction :

"Akshay, I bring you GOOD news! Something you lost will soon turn up and make you happy."

Now this is so untrue, absolute BS!!!

Although just yesterday I did dream about something but it was quite a bit negative and made me weep in the morning.

On another note, I just hired 2 natives today so I can't exactly be the unluckiest person around. :P

Bye

It is Raining!!!

Back after a long time to mention that "It is Raining". I can't figure out how or why in this weather. Totally unexpected but it did rain, I am sure! :(

Anyway,

cya for now...