Monday, November 30, 2009

Weaving Dreams

Finally my dreams will come true tomorrow. :)

Opening a partnership firm "Weaving Dreams" with a friend (and my computer dealer) Gagandeep.

Opening the bank account tomorrow.

Hopefully, the ball is start rolling soon enough...:P

Warm Regards


Friday, November 27, 2009

The Dera Lie...

Asked a so called Sai Maa of Sai Baba and she soughta admitted that the Dera Sacha Sauda is a lie.

Feeling really heartbroken.

I don't think that I have any need to study after this.



Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Hopes Partially Shattered!!!

Despite failing in my mid semester and having skrewed them really bad, I was hoping to target a perfect 80% in the end semester.

Alas! The first paper of Modern Business went really bad. I still do have some hope as 4 more papers are yet to happen.

I really hope that some miracle saves me.



Sunday, November 22, 2009

The Hidden Truth : Knowing Why?

I remember that an aunty blamed Hemray and said terrible things about him, of chopping him the day Aarushi was murdered. Finally, what did we find? That he was innocent.

That is precisely the point. We must not comment or conclude without knowing the complete truth. There is a lot which we think but it turns out right. Even I have made mistakes in thinking of a deeper reason where none existed, this for example is the contrary example. We must weigh out all sides commenting.

Also, it is very important to know the reason behind anything. What happens, when and where is not as important as why it happens. Without knowing the reason behind anything we must not claim it to be good or bad.

I know view things as right or wrong until I know the reason behind the same.

I hope all this makes sense!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Some posts to remember...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I can't live without...


My mother has gone to Lakshwadeep for a period of 3 months and I can't see in in between this period. All we have our a regular exchange of phone calls. But I don't really miss her as much.

At around the age of 12 years, my dadu expired. I never really missed him too much.

But there is one person I have always always always really missed and still miss and crave to be with, she is my angel. :(


Sunday, November 15, 2009

Now, That is Not Nice...

I have not received any payments from any of my clients in the last 1.5-2 days, not even $1. Now that is not too good. :(

I am really looking forward to a couple hundred dollars tomorrow, hopefully. :O

Does anybody know the reason for such bad luck? :P


Friday, November 13, 2009

Back on Anti-depressants...


Preponed my appointment for my physcatrist today. Back on anti-depressants as am really depressed.

Need I say more?

Does anybody need any more reasons from my side?



Thursday, November 12, 2009

Proving that God doesn't exist...

Now, who do we call God? Somebody who is full of love and compassion, somebody saturated with mercy. Right?

But wrong! Such a person doesn't exist. Had such a person existed would a lover be left separated from his lover forever, with no solution to the problem. No way of ever meeting again, not even after death. No love, only pain?

I can understand the Law of Karma and even some forms of handicaps, but separating a lover from another that too when you call him/her saturated with love makes no damn sense. Think about it...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


I really don't know why all that happened and whatever is happening or whatever is NOT happening, why is it or is it not happening. I am pretty confused and I must say I am confident enough to conclude that there is something fallaciously wrong in God's philosophies like "Whatever Happens, Happens For The Best".

I am 100% sure and enough to bet even my life on the same that whatever happened was crap and whatever is happening is not going to take any of us anywhere. I am pretty sure of that. What basically happened was to make a mockery of me and not the things are well nothing but that.


Sunday, November 8, 2009

Before Pulling the Trigger

A few goals I aim to accomplish before pulling the trigger:

Age 22 : Rs.5 lacs a month

Age 25 : Rs.20 lacs a month


And if things go right at the speed they are then I hope I make my dreams come true soon. This month I am already expecting a net income of Rs. 1.5-2 lacs and I really hope that I am able to make over 10-15 lacs in this financial year so it is not that bad a start at all.

In fact, this income is a huge improvement since before and I do hope that the bulk of work I am getting right now stays, so do the clients and writers. Then eventually I will start more businesses as well.

Let us hope for the best...

Friday, November 6, 2009

Obsessions VS Love

Was talking about obsessions with a friend recently, so thought should include a bit on that as well. I won't really be discussing much about love here, I guess I have done that before. I will just mention the factors which differentiates obsessions from true love.

The two characteristics of obsessions are:

It doesn't last forever. If not in this life then in the life after death, it will end sometime. The same can't be said about love.

It is selfish and with a motive which is not selfless. This is again contrary to love.

If any of the above mentioned characteristics are met then we can say that an obsession is at hand.

Also, obsessions are always with non-materialistic things and in case somebody is obsessed with a soul then that person is considering that soul to be a non-materialistic thing or a toy.

There is a degree of obsessiveness, you can be more or less obsessive, with time for instance. Love is constant, it starts from infitity and you love infinitely to infinity, it can't be measured. You can't love more or less. Obsessions are relative in that sense whereas love is absolute.

Another point to note will be that the work "Obsession" has a plural whereas Love is unchanged, ever, wherever, whoever, forever...:P

For instance, I love an imaginery angel but at one point of time was almost obsessed with my computer. So, well, obsessions needn't be only bad either.

Next post coming up soon :D

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Living an Illusion...

Can you tell me what it is to discover that you are living a life of illusion? I discovered this about myself a couple of months back, December 27th 2008...

I have lived the answer and I hate it. I wish there was a solution but ALAS!!! There is nobody to support me in such a quest and there is nobody to look upto, all that is left is life without any rest...

Hoping for better readership...