Saturday, January 30, 2010

Wrong Place Wrong Time

Ended up at the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong person!!!

Can I be more unlucky than this?

Why did it have to happen?

What does it all mean?

Why to my only? :( This is not fair. :O

I will be adding today to my list of revenges and punishing my enemies appropriately for the same.

There is absolutely no hope left in this life of mine. But my today is going to be the future of the two of you, well, not as bad, but not too good either.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Dates dear to me

25 February 2007

1 March 2007

12 March 1990

19 April 2007

13 August 2007

10 September 2007

24 October 2007

25 October 2007

3 December 2007

5 December 2007

28 January 2008

27 December 2008

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I wish...

That every lover finds his love.

Nobody is loved by more than one lover.

Everybody falls in love.

All this happens within the span of each and every lifespan and as soon as possible.

Just the right amount of wait is involved and the pain must be kept bearable with no sign of suffering even the slightest.

But...

Sunega kaun??? :(

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Why do we need psychopaths?

For those who don't know, let me first introduce the term psychopath. A psychopath is a living being (usually in the form of a homo sapien) I guess who has absolutely no human like emotions, at least none other than those present due to selfish reasons.

To explain a little further, psychopaths are people who lack a conscience and have absolutely no regret or remorse for hurting, harming or even killing any human being and our only protection from them is through our law and their feeling of staying within the society. They are emotionless beings who have absolutely no concern for anybody except themselves and sometimes maybe for their obsessions or people who they think can come in handy.
In short, they lack what we call is our 'soul' which is the only thing which supposedly makes a living being a human being.

Often psychopaths turn out to be hardcore and cold blooded criminals and murderers. Not more than 1% of the population comes under this category of people. But if you really come to think of it, it is still quite a bit. It means that of all the people who we will interact with in our life or with who we have interacted, at least a few or maybe even several have such behavior patterns and in most of the cases it is very difficult to be able to decipher from from the rest of us. They live regular lives just like the rest of us and more often than not hide these tendencies from the rest of the world. Very often they are smart and attractive people, people who know what works in this world and thus they know how to get their way through situations.

I ASK why did God have to create psychopaths for this world in the first place? Why do we need to infuse so much hatred over here? Why do we need more pain that is already present? One person who I am not fully sure but who is possibly a psychopath is the girl I fell for. She has absolutely no sign of any emotions and I doubt whether it would be respectful to the human race to call her a human in the first place.

People like this don't deserve to stay in this world. And it is very difficult to keep them in prison because they may not have committed as major crimes or those punishable by law and after all being humans we need to fair, even if we have to be fair to devils. Psychopaths are demons, they are exactly opposite of angels and the sad news is that they do exist and that is a bad reality of life.

I hope that light shines and such people are converted to angels like in heaven. But alas, my life has to end in pain now. :(

Friday, January 22, 2010

I am scared of...

Not being with my angel

Not having my angel with me

Not being loved by my angel

Seeing my angel weep

Not being able to help my angel

Making my angel upset

Being scolded by my angel

Loosing my angel

Finding myself alone in heaven

Not having some things come true

I am scared of my angel's replica...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

So her wish came true!!

FAILED Eco...

No idea as to what is my overall, but overall passed, horribly off course.

So our astrologer was right after all, and this is probably the second or third occasion where his words have come true.

I had to fail in my first year, maybe overall, maybe not, I do not know. But in my strongest subject, I did.

So do we need more proof that God hates the crap outta me?

But that person got her wish true after all...

Monday, January 18, 2010

What's On Stake?

For me its my business and my residential flat. What do you have on stake?