Here comes to 2010. One of the most scary years of my life dawns in front of me and I stand to witness the fear and tackle it single handedly.
All I see in this year is pain, pain and more pain. But two goals I see myself set before my eyes:
1. To do my best and study really hard to work towards my mission in life. I plan to put in at least 3-4 hours of studying every day. Yes, every single day through out the semesters which are yet to come and I have already started that race.
2. To hope to take my business even further. In the year to come if I can double my monthly income and keep it consistent then I would be satisfied and one step further in my quest for independence and maybe closer to my dream.
Anyway, rest assured, none of my real dreams are about to be fulfilled in 2010 and the two points mentioned above are not my dreams but only a means to get to them. By the way, I am converting my company into a Private Limited and will myself become the MD besides remaining the CEO as well.
I had thought of a wonderful name for which I got a really nice scolding from papa. :( So plans for that name go out of the window and the name name will not dawn everybody with a surprise, but it will be a beautiful name as usual.
So 2010, here we go..
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Since when have you startd lisnin to your father... cuz i guess i heard u beat him up really badly within your own house...
I don't have to listen to him, I need to listen to him.
WHY??
You will get to know with time, it will take hell of a time, but you will get to know.
Do You Beat Up Your Father, Give A Yes Or A No..!
Look, there are reasons for everything. I can explain. Just give me a chance. Fair and square.
I don't like fighting and I have no intentions of beating my father ever.
I am terribly sorry. Please forgive me, I beg you. :(
If my angel ever tells me not to do something, I will die but I will not do it. Not even if somebody kills me for my obedience. I have been loyal to her in the past and will remain loyal to her.
Only if I could ascent to heaven to meet her. :(
Forgive me please, please...
I give you a chance...
Explain your behavior towards your father...
Look...
I promise to my angel that I will never hit my father again. However, if he tries to get physical I may defend myself as a self defense mechanism.
I want to share everything with you. But this is not the right time and this is not the right place. I am not going anywhere anytime soon. Sure, I may be there no more a couple of years down the line but you can approach me anytime I am alive and I will try my best to tell you everything in as much detail as I remember and truthfully.
When we meet, if we ever meet that is(Although that is not on my cards if I only take my actions into consideration, in this life time that is), you can ask me everything and if you still feel that I am guilty or have not learnt from my mistakes, I will accept any punishment that you deem right for me. I swear on God!
Trust me, there is a lot to it than you know and there is a lot that I can't be telling you here. I don't want to call you and I don't want to come over because that will only mean problems for everybody. So there is no way I can explain it now and here.
But the time just might come sometime. When it comes, feel free to decide my fate and do whatever you think is in my best interest.
Take care!
And, something within me tells me that the person who posted the most recent comment is not you.
I don't expect you to be fair and forgiving.
Although my angel is God, but...
But I beg you my angel, trust me, It won't ever happen again. :( I swear, paaka promise.
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