Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Why I am right?

So, why do I think that if I commit suicide I am not doing anything wrong.

1. I have the right to life and death and nobody can take that right from me. I am not harming or hurting anybody (at least directly) in the process.

2. I am not barring something good from happening which would have happened had I lived further because I wouldn't have done any good anyway. The anger, pain and hatred inside me wouldn't permit me from doing anything truly good for anybody unless there are personal reasons behind it.

3. A lot bad won't happen because the cruel me would be dead forever.

4. My parents don't care so I am not hurting them. Had they cared they would have tried their best to help me out of this even if it meant killing me. Even if they want me then that is just being selfish because the pain I am enduring and will need to face is of a far greater magnitude than what they have or will ever face. Their love for me is not even comparable to my love for my angel. PERIOD!!!

5. Sister: I am not the center of her world so it is cool.

6. Friends/Relatives: I don't think that there is anybody that close to me or vice versa or that doesn't make that sort of a difference.

7. Business: Will probably find a successor in somebody before I die, hopefully.

8. God: He hates me and I hate him back. No need for any commitment.

9: That person: LOL, Obviously she doesn't care a damn and in fact my death might give her some subtle happiness. That she will anyway have to pay for later so it is okay.

So. This proves that suicide at least in my case is not wrong. Not that I am doing it tomorrow or something but it just means that I have every right to do it because it is not wrong.


Anonymous said...

it just proves that you the biggest fucking asshole on earth to write this.... just look at yourself in the mirror and be thankful for what you have.... everyone in the world has plenty of reasons to hate a lot of things... it doesn't mean we go and commit suicide at the slightest disturbance in harmony

Akshay said...

Oh yea, try to live one day, my life, just one day, I challenge you. Let us see how many days are you willing to last after that...

Anonymous said...

Well, Akshay.. The question is why the hell u to live the way u do if u don't like it?

Lets see.. a creative intelligent guy wasting his life away in persuasion of love for a girl who gives balls to his feelings..
How about a life where you like to live carefree, earnin money, enjoy doing all u do and the girls including the one u are bursting ur balls over each day of ur life, falling all over u..
Some tips for this life to exist at some point in future, surely not a near future but may not be too long away(2-3 years down).

1. Quit looking like a geek.. No attractive girls ever like a geek no matter how much he loves her. Groom ur looks. Pay attention to urself.

2. Join a gym as soon as u can to look like a genetically superior male specimen. Work hard and see the results for sure. You have to work har for 1 year atleast.

3. Gymming is just a start and its not everything. Develop a manaly personality which is confidant, sensetive, positively humorous, naughty(girls dig naughty handsome guys, including the ones like ur Angel.)
The key is u must look and feel manly then the girls will chase u around and ur Angel will be one in the crowd... trust me on this.

4. Money talks, so keep making money in ur life. Also, stop abusing ur parents in public. Most girls who want a long term relationships like guys who respect their parents. U keep ur grudges in ur heart and try to work it out all by urself like a man.

5. Quit complaining how bad the life's been to u. Its wid all and the ones who are capable of changing things are the ones who get the best of the lyf. Rest are losers who only cry and feel pain through their misrable lives.

6. Never make love, especially a girl, ur weakness. Be her weakness.
How?? Follow tips 1 to 5.

All the best dude and trust me my friend if u follow this for 2-3 years... u are really gonna rule through the rest of ur life. Cheerio!!