Who was it?

Who knocked on my door
And then walked away before I would know
Who promised me big dreams
But was nowhere to be seen
Who always kept herself in care
And rarely ever shared a word fair
Who was forever in my imagination
But who never came very near
I guess she was a dream
Now what will happen even if I scream
Should I quit life
Or have it take its toll (on her)
Should I commit suicide
Or wipe the happiness of her face
Were there more people involved
Do you think I should fear
Or do you think it is time to just let me life tear apart
Time has passed and is still passing
But my due date is nowhere near
Albeit in my youth must I die
Justice still denied. Fuck God, that is why!