Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Degrading Trail

This pain, that is confronting me is constantly washing me away. I don't think that I can ever be truly happy again. I don't think that anything is going to be worth it. In a dream situation, that I end up being loved by my angel...but...

But, after all this pain and hell that I am going through, I don't think that will be really able to give me that kind of happiness that I once could have got, that I really need to live a happy life. I don't think that anything is going to be worth it.

This journey is really killing me, every second, every part of my body and soul, everything is being drunk away by the likes of a void called hell. I doubt there will ever be genuine and extreme happiness for me. In a rare case of even being loved, I won't be able to feel the love and definitely not the happiness.

That is what I feel and I doubt if I can be wrong because I rarely am wrong without a purpose. I hate life so much, if anybody is dieing and needs an extra life, prey that you get mine. And that won't take you to hell because you have my permission and wishes alongside as well.

Life is hell, life is bad, life is sad, just cut the crap!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

that's very dark man. i used to think the same way!!

Anonymous said...

You suck arse dude...